THIS IS A RANT - turn the other way if you're not into that today
Sunday, February 08, 2009
I'm kinda pissed at the people who were pissed at me because I didn't double check my life with them to see if it was okay that I went to Bucharest. Not a, hey have a good time, be safe, don't talk to Romanian kidnappers who will put you in a prostitution ring, or don't eat the cabbage. No, all I get is "why the hell didn't you tell me." "You're just going to take off."
Hows about this, and I know this is going to hurt, but I don't tell you a lot of stuff.
And this is where my hurt and pissed'ness really stems for me. If you knew anything about me, you would have known about Bucharest and you would have known about Chile too. You'd know more then I have an unhealthy addiction with cheese. And you would know these things because you have talked to me, are in the process of building a relationship with me, you like having conversations and you're not just relying on reading my blog to "know me." Just to review, my blog is not a good way to "know me" or find out about me. My blog is lots of things, it's good entertainment and to a certain extent a small window into my life but it is not, I repeat, it is not good way to get to know me.
If you want to get to know me, you should call me on the phone, go out of coffee with me or join me in breakfast. You'd spend more time asking questions, listening and gawd forbid spending less time focusing on yourself. I want you to know something and this is going to come as surprise to you because I am NOT like most of the people around you - but I see YOU. You do not need to prove anything to me. I SEE YOU.
And just so you know . . . I am planning a trip to Barcelona, I have to go pee, and I am I going to read before bed.
Labels: fuck you
posted by Queen of Light and Joy @ 2/08/2009 07:56:00 PM,
4 Comments:
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At February 08, 2009,
Faery Log said...
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I hope you ate the cabbage ! Cabbage is always fabulous when prepared by Eastern Europeans who know what they are doing.
i love you unconditionally though i will never likely actually know you. cause who really knows anybody anyway ? best i ask for is some kind of mutual faith from friends that we are in it to try to enjoy each other and make with the positive notions. -
At February 09, 2009,
Swizzle said...
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Fuck yeah.
Can i come to Barcelona with you? -
At February 11, 2009,
Melanie said...
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I love the audacity of people to assume that we must check with them before making a move in our lives. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Funny. I thought I got past checking in when I moved out and on my own.
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At February 12, 2009,
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Barca is fabulous! Wish I were going too!
Kathie
